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LOVE ME AS I AM… IF YOU WILL LOVE ME AT ALL! . To truly love someone, it is essential to accept them for who they are, without attempting to alter their inherent nature. Many individuals have experienced the euphoria of love, but few have had the privilege of witnessing its entirety. Love encompasses both joy and sorrow, as well as the beauty of growing old together. As we interact and deepen our connection, our love flourishes, much like the oak tree. It is crucial to nurture this love through daily expressions of affection. Unfortunately, some individuals make the mistake of attempting to change their loved ones, raising questions about the authenticity of their love. Why not love someone who, in our eyes, is already perfect? Loving someone and then trying to alter them can be emotionally destructive, ultimately leading to heartbreak and devastation. Therefore, it is vital to love someone for who they are, without attempting to change them. As the phrase goes, “IF YOU WILL LOVE ME, LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM!”

Being lonely and choosing to be alone are totally two different things! The first one happens and there is no choice there! We lose the will to live. , love and laugh…there is no moonlight nor sunshine in our lives. There is no friend nor foe.. we sleep and even exist in our own misery ..our own sorrow…our own world. We find it extremely difficult to allow anyone to enter and pollute our world of sadness. They are not welcome! For the Lonely , the world has discarded them….they become outcasts..The Lonely moves but still everything seems motionless! It is similar to being enclosed and buried in a time capsule! Now , on the other hand , there are those who choose to be alone. It is not because they are not happy or don’t want to chat. But being by themselves put them in their comfort Zone! They are not angry at the world or someone….but just choose that way of living. That is their choice! But there is an extremely thin line between the two modes of existence…the two worlds….The lonely may choose to be alone ….or the one who chooses to be alone may ultimately become the Lonely!

It is said that generally man is a gregarious animal. He loves company…parties..sports..being ostentatious…numerous female companions! Without that he is surely lost! He wouldn’t have an opportunity to flex his muscles, in a matter of speaking. His egotistical attitude would be suffocated! So now we come to the introverts and the extroverts! The extroverts are the ones with the verbacious quality….Some just talk too much without giving others time to say anything! Now we have the introverts….those who are mostly within themselves…..they either listen or just dont care much about what others say…they ponder sometimes too much! How about the lonely ones? They have been let down by either people or experiences..They are mostly lost and need a way back to the surface! How about lending a helping hand! Finally , we arrive to those who choose to be alone. They either retreat from reality….or are just comfortable being by themselves. These people, sooner or later, lose touch of their emotions and become impersonal! They need some sort of stimulus to regrow the need to feel…to experience ..love ..laughter..sorrow and the rest to be Human again…Read…watch dramas…focus on what is actually happening! Whether it is joy or sorrow…Feel…Experience!!…This is what makes people Human!!

Have you ever hurt someone…really hurt someone? Maybe you didn’t think about it or you were just so insensitive ..You probably did it with your actions, facial expressions or words or even your thoughts.. regardless what language you speak or what culture you have! A HURT IS A HURT!! You may see how the other person feels by the expression..body language or even their mood…..but you can never FEEL what they feel. That sad moment just changes everything for them and that may cause a huge chain reaction even leading to extreme sad results! So please , try not to hurt people! It is always said Time heals everything….So what! Time heals but the SCARS REMAIN!!

,,,,,,Aah…those restless years….what a thrilling ride through life! There was no one but us….so much fun, and nothing to hold us back,,,. It was a tremendous roller-coaster ride…lots of ups and downs!! It was a dream made in heaven , being the stars..director and producer of this awesome adventure.. we had the world in our hands,, and both the sunshine and moonlight were at our disposal … We created our own sunshine and moonlight as the occasion required! So much joy …. moving from one place to another ,without any regrets or uncertain thoughts of the future. It was an exciting ride on the Bullet Train…we were the onlookers of the world retreating behind us. A pair of stars….that was what we were….shooting across the dark sky!,,,,We were the rain washing away all our burdens…,,,,,..aah..those were the days………………………..,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,Now i awake from that oh so beautiful dream,, grab my walker and shakily make my way to the kitchen!!

Never forget your past or your present…..All those people who helped you to be where you are today,,,,at this moment!!! It just may be a fleeting thing to you….but it is very important….your parents took care of you when you were little….PHYSICALLY as well as emotionally ,,,,how would you have survived??? I guess you would have been a part of forgotten history…. YOUR true friends have been by your side……protecting……….advising …..supporting….So how about your Acquaintances? i am sure they helped!!! But it is not only about that…..It is what is in your HEART….Do you remember the things people did for you???/ No matter what you feel now……… this memory should be with you…..I have lost a lot….and have been hurt ,,,, but i still did not forget,,,,,,,Sisters are Very important….. I really wish mine was here to support me in my time of need!! i remember that my sister bought a record about over 40 years ago….. i still have that record….. this song is one she loved,,,,,,,as i said….never FORGET!!! THIS IS THE SONG…….

Do not harbor ill feelings towards people….That just may be your downfall…. you will end up in an abyss of darkness….and you may never be out again….Your heart will be blackened….your soul will be lost!…Is this how you want to be? I think not! It is better to be who you are……do not let the world change you….you are different. … Life is so short….. you make your own decisions…..Believe and trust them..

. Don’t feel regret later……..There is only one life to live! Make the most of it…..Spirituality. are we all going to the same place? I know not! Life is so short….Will anger and regret erode everything? I hope not! After all is said and done……you will be remembered as the person you were. . And Not the the person you wanted to be….When people hurt you…..think of it as a lesson…..learn from it…….maybe you will still be hurt. But never give up……like a love story….but this time..it is not fiction. It is Fact!!

One look at you and I am mesmerized. My whole world revolves around you! And what a celestial feeling this is….I am in a hypnotic state and I love it! Nothing can be compared to you. Whenever I listen to you, I enter another dimension where we are all alone…forever! I feel as if I am drugged and in dreamland.. You linger always in my mind..and I am unable to think of anything else! I can live without food….simply because you are ever present in my heart..You nourish me and make me whole….and I love you for that..Whether i am asleep or awake , you are always by my side.. ,,when i am alone you comfort me,,,,you dry my inner tears and bring joy,,,sunshine into my dreary soul, you are my sunshine..you are my darkness. ,,..Please reside forever by my side! Because I love you!

Posted on January 13, 2019

Am i the LIGHT OR AM I THE DARKNESS? What do i bring out in people? Do they hate me? Do i bring out their worst fears…and their worst nightmares? DO I ALWAYS GIVE THEM REASON TO DOUBT MY HONESTY….MY SINCERITY,,,,,MY LOVE? …Whatever i do, is it always wrong? Over the years, did i stray from the path of innocence? righteousness ? Probably , i am the light! I really do care about people…..regardless family or strangers.!!! I will willingly give my life to make my family happy….. i DO DEEDS WITHOUT EVEN THE VERY THOUGHT OF HAVING ANYTHING in return! ….I will trade all that i have to see them happy………So who am i ? Darkness or Light? ..Will it not be better just to dream instead of being just a pawn this game which is labelled LIFE??

As i lovingly gaze into her dull eyes, i feel a deep sense of sadness and painful regret that all those years that were spent in arguments and heated discussions were wasted terribly. The spark in her eyes that was there before is gone! Now there is just an empty space staring back at me. That is my life staring back ! GONE ARE THOSE EXCITING DAYS THAT WE SPENT TOGETHER,,,,the hardship ,,,,the sacrifices we made.. the love we had. Time , with its unrelenting force , has crushed everything. Or should we put the blame on people? We each made our own choices ,,,,thus we cannot blame others for our misfortune. Now it is too late to even imagine the very thought or recapturing those memorable moments. People change with time…..they move with the tide! Come what may, we have no choice but to accept it ! Or should we just live in dreams until that time when we can dream no more?