PASTPRESENT

When i was young, i spoke and thought as a youngster: now that i am older, i speak and think as an older person! At a young age , i was treated as a person who had no direction, without knowledge, without purpose. Everyone took me for granted,,i was a little errand boy who cried very quickly: my mind was insulted very easily , and my heart was broken even without it being touched. Such was my life,,just a drab and dreary one surrounded with poverty and sorrow. As i grew older, i could feel the peer pressure, trying to please everyone, and getting in trouble for it,,and all this was done without parental guidance! Thus, i learnt not to shed tears, but to cry from within. The same goes for others who are now experiencing what i experienced before. So i grieve with them,,they say they are fine, when they are not,,they pretend to be healthy but they are not,,and when they say they are happy, they are suffering. These are strong willed persons who just need someone to understand what they are going through! Try a little tenderness! As i said, now that i am older, i think differently. Life , with its cruel techniques has sculptured me to be as i am today. Whether i am heartless or cruel or lonely or loving, it is all because of Life. The little happiness we have in meeting a few special friends is also taken away from us by force, or any means possible! Our river of life does not always flow in a straight line,,it meanders, meaning that further downstream, it is possible to cross paths again, just like Friendship. So should we lose out dear friends at this time, it is possible to see each other at some point and time in the future. So never despair. Fate and Destiny are also game changes.So please find happiness in whatever little you have now. It all comes from within!