Is this reality or is this a dream? Is it possible for a single human being to suffer so much, and still not complain? I thought dreams were supposed to be good, but they are not! Maybe it is better to return to reality where it may be less complicated. Is it in Reality or in Dreams that we find a treasure, and lose it the same day? Everything is real, but , at the same time , it seems to be a dream! It is raining, but there is no water on the ground….the sun is shining, but there is no warmth. There is the moonlight for us to fully appreciate, but still there is no joy! Birds are singing..children are laughing, but we are oblivious to all of these. A new day has dawned, but we are still stuck with the old day. We are falling from a cliff, and still we never reach ground zero. There are people whom we have known for ages, but we hardly recognize our own reaction towards them. Emotionless we remain..we see people suffering and still cannot empathize. What has become of us? Where have we strayed from the path we were using before ? Why have we become so accustomed to the dark? Is it possible that we belong in the dark? Are we paying the price for what we did in our previous lives? When there is no one with whom you can share, just keep everything! This is a very ambiguous statement……either refers to physical aspect, or emotional state…If it is food, and there is no one to share with, eat all by yourself,,,,if it is your feelings you want to share, and there is no one around with whom you can talk, then that is your fate. Accept it! Even though people may not fully forget the past, they have to now look forward to a bright future, where Happiness awaits them. But I’m sure that the past will somehow meet the future at some point in time! It has to do that! Otherwise life is just meaningless.
NARJIS
Is the world a happy place? Or should I ask ” are the people happy?” Of course, there will be various answers…yes,,no,,maybe! What do we say when we think of the virus situation? This also will have a big impact on our answers.People are getting sick, and dying daily..our family,,our friends,,our brothers and sisters throughout the world! We are helpless. All we can do is watch and suffer , both physically and emotionally. The emotional part is the worst, because we are dying whilst living. I am not exempt. I also suffer emotionally. I am human, and am not ashamed or afraid to share a piece of me. I couldn’t write because i lost all confidence:: i was so confused. When people are like that , they seek refuge anywhere….any port for a storm . But there was another variable which caught up with me while i was running away. It was an angel in the form of a human being who was full of kindness,and understanding…..instead of offering sympathy, she gave me confidence to pursue my writing, and follow my dreams. Maybe i may never see her, but her words are far more important! We are always traveling,, we have our own path, but this path always crosses another person’s pathway ,,, she was right in front of me, but i couldn’t see her, until she spoke! Then I saw her! ” Narjis, i stopped writing on my website since May because my mind is clouded. i am a little confused and I don’t know if i will ever write again. The burden i am carrying is getting heavier daily, I have no one with whom to share except you because you did see through my armor , and recognized the sadness in me!” So this post will be a tribute to her, and i know she will also encourage others to keep going, simply because she is that kind of a person!